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1:40 am  •  1 May 2012

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1:59 pm  •  15 April 2012  •  32,325 notes

growingbabyjohnson replied to your post: Rant..

I know I’ve been through nowhere near what you have, but when people I know in person have babies, it hurts to much more than people I know on tumblr, so I feel I can relate.. if you ever want to talk about things, I’m always here!

Thanks, dear. It means a lot!

7:46 pm  •  11 April 2012

thesearemyfknshoes replied to your post: Rant..

I know that exact feeling love. After my miscarriage I felt the exact same way. Last August I was so bitter because I should have been the one having a baby, but I wasn’t. It never stops hurting. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like.

It’s just really aggravating. People who don’t need children, do things they shouldn’t during pregnancy, don’t want them, etc. always have fine pregnancies. A girl my little sister knows (who JUST turned 14) just had a baby. The DHS always tries to take her away, and I don’t blame them. Drugs are being done at that house daily. How can someone with that lifestyle have a perfectly healthy pregnancy/baby when people who can provide for and take care of one, just can’t. Or loses them. I just don’t understand! And it’s frustrating. I know I’m young, but I cannot help but feel the need to mother a child. >_<

7:45 pm  •  11 April 2012

So the girl I knew from high school just had her baby. She was a month ahead of me in pregnancy. And I can’t help but feel.. jealous and angry. That was suppose to be me in a month. And I can’t help but be angry at everyone who was mean to me and stressed me out when I was pregnant. 

Honestly, I don’t think my miscarriage was caused because of chromosome problems, or whatever. I was so stressed the whole time. I didn’t feel wanted or loved, I felt like a letdown to everyone who loved me. And I can’t help but feel that’s what cause my miscarriage. I had it after 12 weeks. I don’t know. 

But I can’t help but just feel somewhat sour. Nothing personally against the girl or anything, but just angry. I see people on here have their babies and I feel happy for them! I guess since it’s someone I actually KNOW, it makes it so much more painful. I’m so frustrated. It doesn’t help that the man I love doesn’t want the things I want (marriage, children) as soon as I do. He wants to wait YEARS. 

I’ve tried to shake the baby fever away lately. And I’ve just been trying to ignore it. But today it hit hard. I just can’t believe we would have a baby in less than a month. 

I just can’t put how I feel into words. I just want to crawl into a hole and cry.

7:34 pm  •  11 April 2012  •  4 notes

A girl I went to school with who was a month ahead of me in pregnancy is being induced Tuesday. I would be having a baby in a month. 

4:52 pm  •  7 April 2012

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12:29 am  •  4 March 2012  •  76 notes

That feeling of accomplishment after grocery shopping.

I love it!

4:55 am  •  2 March 2012

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10:30 pm  •  23 February 2012

awaitingezra replied to your post: I hate overreacting and being nervous! I usually…

You know what I wish! :D Just kidding, only if you guys are ready.

7:48 pm  •  23 February 2012  •  1 note